You know
there is a cold and spiteful me
no release, no strategy
I don't know it's half past three
but I know you must
hold on
close your eyes and count to ten
I won't yell at you again
they're just words, not who I am
you don't have to let it slide
but hold on
I could tell you that you're right
and tomorrow I just might
but right now, is not the time
if I was ever me
it's not tonight
hold on
it's okay to be scared
I never thought you came prepared
remind me what I am doing here
just don't walk away
hold on
we shall not pretend but we can dream
and in my dreams, you're there with me
you sit me down, you disagree
but you don't walk away
you hold on
I could tell you, that I'm wrong
that I've known it all along
but right now, I'm going to lie
if I was ever me
it's not tonight
I could tell you that you're right
and tomorrow I just might
but right now, is not the time
if I was ever me, the one I want to be
it's not tonight
I'm not sure what the trouble was
keep forgetting when, and why
all the things I've dared not say
it comes out like a cry
I could tell you, that I'm wrong
that I've known it all along
but right now, I'm gonna lie
if I was ever me
it's not tonight
I could tell you that you're right
and tomorrow I just might
but right now, I'm gonna lie
if I was ever me, the one I want to be
it's not tonight
